"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."

"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
生活是一本书,每一天都是一张纸,书的内容由我们写在纸上,一天一天累积,成为一本不平凡的书。:)

Thursday, February 28, 2013

都会过去

很久很久很久没有写部落格,现在写,都是因为功课需要或者很伤心时。
“多么希望未来的我告诉现在的我,都过去了,都没事了,都熬过了。”
上个星期五,这么从学校楼梯一摔,还以为只是扭伤,结果怎么知道这么一摔,会摔得那么严重。
做很多事都需要帮忙·,我不喜欢。。
昨天,在看了两个医生后还是很肿,更严重,于是就到医院去。
照了镜片,医生说骨被拉出来了,要做手术,脑海里出现许多what if,
一直责怪自己这么那么大意,怎么那么不小心。。
坐在轮椅上,自己一个人,眼泪不知觉的流。。任由护士推我去不同的部门,见不同的医生。。
人们眼睛一直投射向我。。
电话一直响,爸爸的,妈妈的,姑姑的。
我的心真的很乱,不知道该怎么办。
回到家,家人再带我去看骨科医生,医生说不必做手术,它是骨裂,它会自行恢复。
为了更确定,我再去大医院再给医生看,
医生说先放石膏一个星期,如果到时它会自行好,就不必做手术,若不会,就。。
如果自行好也要3个月才能复原。
一个星期不能走动,只能休息,很多很多很多东西都不能吃,要戒口几个月,我最喜欢的鸡也不能吃。。。
走路也需要依靠拐杖,坐着也要把脚抬起来。
啊!!!!我真的很depressed....
我以为,我以为,结果我以为的都只有我以为。。
不能不能,要想postitive!!!!!!!!!
它会好的,会好的!!!
只要一句问候,真只需一句,我就很足够了。。
算啦,庄淑仪,加油!!!!
嘴角上扬,好事才回来!!
休息是为了走更长的路,这休息这么久,一定是上帝安排,好让我准备好走更远,更长的路!!
Everything is ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it is not the end :)


Monday, February 25, 2013

The sprained leg on stage.

I twisted my right foot on last Friday, fell down the stair in my school.
Because of this, doctor said it could take two weeks to a month to recover, which means that i will not able to walk like a normal person in this period.
I need to walk support by crutch or helping by people.
This is really inconvenience, troublesome and sad.
Now I understand the feeling of disable person, everybody stare as I walk by.
Some with sympathy, some with curiously, some with whisper...
I don't know how to say, I really don't like this feeling.
I am so admire disabled person,they need to accept all these thing and continue their life.
Some even live with excellent achievement, like Nick, man without hands and legs.
The only key to success is never give up hope, anything could happen.
The next day after I sprained my leg is semifinal of my singing competition.
I was so struggle whether to continue join or quit in this situation.
But then i remember Nick quote, no legs, no hands, no worries.
If you want it, just go get it.
I want it, I went, and I get into final.
We all have the ability to achieve something, the thing is whether the we WANT to or not WANT to try.
We shouldn't feel depressed or lost hope in life while we lost something else.
Instead, we must accept it and moving on.
With hope, anything is impossible.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Handmade Craft

Sewing is my hobby, and I never stop passion on it. Ideas are everywhere, it can comes from a movie, food or things around us. Ideas mixed with imagination, here are the results, these handmade craft might not be perfect but each of them are unique. Here's a fact about handmade, there are no 100% similarity between two handmade craft, even though it look exactly same and make by a same person. 

Bread Man
The little avengers
As well as human, there are no two humans being are exactly alike. Thus, It inspire me to be myself, because I am unique.

Monday, February 11, 2013

The red one


I saw this red flower when I shopping in a mall.
Flower is everywhere but this, it caught my eye.
This is the only flower bloom in the plant while the others still waiting to blooming.
The plant like the environment that we are living,
the flower and the buds like human,
human won't easily or dare to step forward is the environment is a uncertainty for them.
Most are like the bud, they waiting for the right time to bloom, but when is the right time?
The time is decide by our self,
if you are hesitant, you will never make a decision, whereas, you might miss the chance to bloom, to shine in front of people.
The flower is doing it right, shine in it way, live no regret.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

One FX

I worked at One Fighting Championship event on last Saturday at Bukit Jalil. We allowed to enter the stadium to watch the match once finish the job. The fighting battle stage was design in round shape and cover by iron fence, like a huge cage, different with the square battle stage that we seen on tv!!

The stage on One Fighting Championship @ Malaysia

Stage on Floyd & Manny's match @ US
I realize fighting in a iron "cage" make fighter more energize. Unlike square fighting stage, the fighter fight harder and keep trying revolt once they being push to the iron fence, because it is hurt. Sometimes, living in a tough environment doesn't means you'll lose or  failed. Jump out from the comfort zone and try something difficult will give you more strength to the path of success.

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